Saturday, October 18, 2008

What is love?

What is love? Often people asked themselves or their friends this question, yet they are unable to come up with the right answer. Am I qualified enough to give you the answer? I am not so sure, it is for you to judge.

In my utterly fantastic and ultra happening life, I have never told a woman that I love her. I may have had girlfriends before, but I still didn’t tell them that. Is it because I don’t care for them? Nope. The reason is that because I believed that word to be sacred. I believe that one should only say it to those they can confirm at the moment that “goddamn it, this is the one woman I don’t mind giving up eating Ben and Jerry for the rest of my life.”

In simple words, I will only say it to the one I feel that is the only one I am going to say it to for the rest of mine life. I did care for my ex-girlfriends really, but I was still in the process of knowing them more when everything went Kaput!

Well. Lets not harp on the past should we?

Okay, fast-forward to the present day. I personally think that falling in love is a rather scary thing. I am personally goddamn afraid of falling in love. You do stupid things. It makes you extremely stupid. You lose weight and sleep over it. It isn’t very healthy.

But, only through love will you realized that for once, you can do so much, you can feel so strongly about something so utterly unexplainable. To feel that strongly about somebody, is an entirely new experience for me. Alas, sometimes things may not go as well as you expected.

I learned a few things really, which is great. Through an observation point of view of course. But when you are one of the major characters it is really kinda tragic really.

1) Looks isn’t everything in a relationship

2) If she likes you, she likes you. If she doesn’t, no matter what you do, you are wasting your time and effort.

3) If you truly think that you love her, you want her to be happy no matter what happens. You will support her in whatever decision she makes.

4) Everything happens for a reason, if she doesn’t appreciate you, I am sure someone else does

5) Last but not least………………..When you feel that all hope is lost........................remember there are ppl out there that care for you.........I can name you the two person right now. They have been a vital part of my life all these years, always supporting me in times of need. They are my friend, my family, and they given me the passion to live on strongly......

Thank You! Ben And Jerry!!!!!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Hello ppl

Hi ladies and gentlemen, faithful readers of my blogs.

I am very sorry that I haven been entertaining you guys recently due to commitment to my studies.

Intitally I wanted to blog only after my exams......

But one incident that happened today shown me that it is very important to entertain others.It may relive the stress from their lives.I was fortunate enough to receive a phone call from a total stranger,yet it took my mind off my studies,and my stress level decreased by 50% instantly.Isn't it amazing?

Today at around 4pm,after burying my head in my Leadership management notes, I received a phone call from a unlisted number. I answered the phone in a bored manner, but the person on the other end asked me in a very cheerful voice if I know how to speak in Chinese.


Hey being so cheerful, and being from China, I feel that I cannot be a bad host since our government is welcoming foreign talents.

To my pleasant surprise, she say she is calling from hong kong, and is inviting me to join a charity gala ball in Hong kong with tons of famous celebrities! I was immediately bowl over by her generous offer, even when she didn't even know my name, nor age, nor address. I refused to question how the heck she managed to pick me, cause an unnamed fortune teller once told me I am born under a lucky star. Hoho,apparently I am going to stay at a famous 5-star hotel and get flown first class there!


She wanted to get my Address first, so I feel that it wouldn't be right to give her my real address since my parents live here also. I want to give the tickets to my mum and dad as their wedding aniversary surprise! I asked her to send the tickets to another address ( my friend's one) but I may have spell the wrong spelling for Tiong Bahru.

I ask her send the mail to Tiong Fuck you road, street 69,#12-69, and to Mr Fu Ck You. She has a terrible command of englsh, so I have to spell it out for her. She asked my age, I say I was 32, and she commented that I sounded young. She is a first-class telephone operator, since she can guess I am younger than 32!

Actually I think she was flirting with me all the way, she kinda make me blush.

Feeling extremely shy, I told her to fuck off, since I dun like Zhang Hui Mei who was coming to charity Gala and I slammed the phone on her.

Goddamn me for my shyness.

(p.s-The above is a true and unedited incident)